
My little man i 3 today! It just doesn't seem possible. I can so clearly remember the night I found out I was expecting, the day we found out it was a boy, the night he was born, how I felt the first time i looked into his eyes, the way my heart broke when he wouldn't take to nursing, and feelings of failure I had to deal with.

I remember his first smile, and his first foods,I remember the first time he woke with a fever,and the fear the griped my heart, our first trip to the park, and our first visit to the zoo, I remember his first Christmas, and birthday.

I remember the look on his face when he first held his baby sister, and the love that shown from his eyes.I remember the smile from ear to ear the first time he was on the receiving end of Audrey's laugh. When did my baby turn into a little boy? John is my 1st born, and because of that He will always hold a special place in my heart. Not only was it the birth of my son but the beginning on a new stage of life for me. It was the day I became a mother, and it has been wonderful. I couldn't have asked for a better baby the 1st time around, the delivery was easy and he was the best behaved baby a mother could hope for, he was always easy going, full of smiles, loved life, and everyone in it. Now he's 3 and no longer a baby, he dresses himself, uses the potty, and brushes his teeth. His favorite day of the week is Sunday when he goes off by himself to Sunday school. When we go the park he now wants to climb the ladders not the stairs, and only the highest slide will do. He runs and jumps, climbs and does somersaults. He is also has an opinion on just about everything, what he does and doesn't want to eat, when he should and shouldn't go to sleep, what he should and shouldn't share with his sister, what he will and will not wear. I can already tell the next year is going to be a challenge with my active and opinionated little man, but I look forward to the journey just as much as i did on the day that I found out I was expecting my first child. Happy Birthday John, I love you more than you will ever know!